just thinking

what the heck am I supposed to be doing??
I know that I am going to finish my degree...but when I actually have that degree, am I going to want to work full time and not stay home with my family??
Growing up, my parents put work and the farm in the top priority spot. I don't want that for my family. I want work to come second. I don't want my kids raised the way I was raised.
In two short months we're going to have to figure something out! At least Joel and I have our schedules worked out so that we will be able to be at home as much as possible.
As far as after school done...who knows.
Joel says that I can do whatever I want and he'll take care of me. lol. cute. He just needs to figure out what he wants to do, too.