Sunday, April 27, 2008

this week is a good one

This week is the last week of actual classes!! It is such a relief to be almost done with this year.
I have never been so excited for summer vacation.
Never in my life have I had a summer vacation where I am not obligated to work. Before I could legally have a job, my summers filled with long days of being my dad's free laborer. When I was old enough to have a job, my summers were working at some job and coming home and working for my dad.
But this summer is going to be different. I am not going to have a job. I will be able to stay at home and get done what I want to get done.
Don't get me wrong, when our little baby girl comes, I'm sure that I'll have a new job that will be the most time consuming and challenging one I've ever had. But that's one job I really really want to have.
Not to mention my bf is getting married! Really, could this summer get any better?




41 DAYS!!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

not such a good day...

I feel like crap.
And it all started at around 5 this morning. I was awakened by my full bladder being kicked by little feet or hands or something. Once I was awake...the pains of sleeping became overwhelmingly known to me.
I get back in bed only to not fall back to sleep. My head was just pounding, I felt nauseas; my hips hurt, my back hurt, my shoulders hurt.
And now it is almost 3:00. I have not left the upstairs of our apartment. I took an hour bath. And I still feel horribly crappy.
I've had problems with my hips and shoulders in the past, but never have they hurt this badly. I don't really think I've had a headache like this before.
I feel hungry kinda, but then way to nauseas to even think about food.
Oh, and the entire night I was like really hot...but then at the same time I was shivering and felt really cold. Didn't know that was possible. I always thought that you like go back and forth.

But here's the good part...Joel is amazing. After he got back from class he unhooked the stereo and speakers from downstairs and brought it up to our room. He set me up with surround sound worship music.
He made me toast and refilled my waterbottle.
He brought up my computer. All my homework I'm supposed to be studying.
And I got a back massage.
And he keeps on checking on me to see if I need anything.
Cute.

Why does this always happen on a day when I have a lot of stuff to get done??

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I own it!! And I am happy!!

Monday, April 14, 2008

why did it have to snow today??

I was okay with the rain. It's spring..rain is expected. But snow???

Juno comes out tomorrow. I'm quite excited.

My mind is so blank right now. I guess it's time to do my homework.

54 days until the baby's due date!

I really want to video tape my stomach when the baby is kicking. She is doing some pretty crazy moves in there...if I could coordinate when she moves, I would be a pretty sweet belly dancer.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

a look into my jumbled prego mind...

It's 3:50...Joel goes to physics lab.
I decide...I want to go measure the space outside our apartment for flower boxes. I get the tape measurer and go outside.
After getting my measurements I head back inside. Oh but wait...I had closed the door when I came outside and I didn't bring my keys with me.
Locked out.
I go for a walk.
Come back. Sit on our porch.
I hear the big clock on campus chiming.
It's 5:00.
I sit some more.
Finally Joel comes back around 5:20.
I go sit by the heater.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

blah

I have an ochem test tomorrow. Next week, I have two tests on wednesday. The week after that, I have a ChE test. And the week after that...I have another OChem test. Then its dead week...and THEN...it's finals week...which means four tests all in one crappy week.

The only good I see coming out of this is that April might go fast. I really just want it to be summer.
My motivation for this semester has run out. Homework is never-ending.
I'm tired. I feel huge and sleeping is no longer an easy or comfortable thing to do. I will be happy one minute and crying and upset the next (poor Joel).

AND...I haven't finished Amy and Zach's wedding album.
AND...I haven't had time to work on MY wedding album since before November.
AND...oh I don't know..there's probably something


BUT...I made brownies and they were delicious!
And Joel always has someway to make my day go a little better.