boy or girl????

I felt the baby move today. I have no idea how to even explain how it felt. It was so amazing. And I definitely have a belly!!! Pictures are imminent. Three weeks from tomorrow we find out if it is a boy or a girl!! We are so excited.

Christmas was great!! Joel loved his iSymphony. John and Fay and Scott and Netty loved the scrapbooks that I made them. It is always so nerve racking watching someone just browse through your hard work. And it always takes them less time than what you think it would take. But they seemed to really love it and that makes it all worth it!

Parts of this vacation so far have definitely been difficult. But after this morning...it has gotten so much better. I just can't handle the controlling, condescending, mean, and jealous stuff. I don't appreciate being called Little One. I don't like being treated with fake niceness when around certain people and then ignored later. I'm just glad I'm not the only one noticed.

Tomorrow I finally get to see Ashley. Enough said.

uh oh

I have a math final tomorrow...I haven't studied.

I have to finish an entire wedding album by Christmas.

I haven't seen Joel all day and I miss him.


OMG. Ashley and Brad got me the most amazing Christmas present ever. I have been wanting this purse for so long, and now I have it!!!!! And I also got a cute maternity sweater and tank tops!!
Our dinner was amazing...everything tasted so good! Afterward, Joel owned us at movie trivia, and then we went to see Enchanted. Such a happy movie.

uuuuuggghh

Done:
Statics final

Still left to go:
Physics final
Organic Chemistry final
Calc III final

Tomorrow:
Christmas dinner with Ashley and Brad. We have a cheese ball. And french silk pie. And ham. I'm so excited.

almost done

All this week I have had every opportunity to study for my Chemistry final. Have I?? Once. Only once...and I fell asleep 20 minutes in. It is so weird...I just can't make myself study. This is two hour long final about everything this semester. And you really can't study enough for these organic chemistry tests. The last test...I could answer every single question the book asked in the three chapters and yet I barely got a low B. I even memorized all of the slides he showed in class. Whatever.
This semester is done soon. I'm ready for new classes. I finally don't have a physics class. Except for the fact the my classes start at 7:30...I'm looking forward to next semester.

I seriously can't stop thinking about the baby. I really want to start decorating the baby room. I want to start making baby clothes. I want to know if the baby is a boy or girl. I want to hold her/him. I really want to cook dinner for "Joel and the kids."
yeah yeah...I know that one is a ways off.

I finally get to see Ashley tonight. Stupid homework has kept us apart. Well...maybe her homework. I can't seem to make myself doe my homework.
Woo for TV marathon. I'm so glad she has recorder thing. It is quite convenient.

Joel got an early Christmas present today. I took him to Hastings and got him Mass Effect. To most people this information is useless...but he was soooo happy! And that is what I like.